Misery!!!

these are my feelings for tonight

Obviously there is no one to listen so I am writing them down

Its so hard to accept all this like i really need a shoulder to cry right now but check out my luck,i don't have any

I don't know where all my family members,the love of my life and all my friends are.....guess every one is busy in their own lives and yeah its so true that when u're happy,every one is around you but when you are feeling down,not even a single person comes close to you to share your sorrows.Probably they would be thinking that GOsh!!!she is always crying,whats so new in it,we're so sick and tired of her crying and complaining all the time

but no one looks deep down into my heart that how i am actually feeling.So here i am telling this to myself now because as i said there is no one to listen yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay,lucky me =)

Anyways so now i wanna say this that i hate light,i hate mornings,i hate sunlight,i hate flowers,i hate happiness and i hate chirping of birds,laughter of people,i hate all those things which give me any kind of hope.This is how my life is going to be forever,Dark,gloomy and depressing and i know that nobody cares and i dont know why i am even writing this.I am insane person who want to isolate herself from this world forever n ever