*DISAPPOINTMENT*

Sometimes your loved ones disappoint you so badly that you even forget what to say.I don't know what I am doing,why I am writing,what I have in my mind....The worst part is that I have no idea how to defend myself.Even when deep down in my heart,i know that i am on the right track,i find it really hard to tell this to the other person. I lack convincing power.What should i do if i have this annoying sensitive nature.How to change it????Sometimes i feel like complaining to my Lord that why has he made me this sensitive.WHY?????
I spent the entire night tossing and turning on my bed,I am not able to sleep,I am not able to eat,I am a mess right now....
I hate it when someone lie to me,and what i hate more is the invasion of any third person in my relationship but I am really disappointed this time
I don't need advices of that third person,Just let me be the way I am
I think I'm going into isolation,where i'll be alone,no one to talk to,no one to care for and no one to question because that is all i need right now. I am tired of the questions, i am tired of the fights and i am tired of myself....
I am really sorry that i disappoint you all the time.So i'll stay away from you and all other people around me.May be then all of you people will realize my importance!!!!!!!!!!!!

dulhan hum le jayenge

I'm totally in love with this song today.Its so shadi shadi =P
ab aa bhi ja mere Raja =P apni dulhan le jao

Uff teri ada

I am loving this song today.It made me dance today and then i felt some pain in my arm and leg and realized that i'm still bruised =P

Anyways I am vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv happy today.Everything seems so perfect right now.So this is my moment of pleasure and i am sure reading this post some time later will make me remind how happy i was and it will definitely make me smile.

STEREO LOVE

this song is my latest love these days.....

LOVE

I love you loads my cupcake,my sunshine,my angel,my life.....Never make my cry again,muuaaaahhh,muuaaaaaahhh,muuaaaaaaahh *HUGZ n KISSES*

POSSIBILTY!!!this is how i feel whenever i've a fight with you

There's a Possibility
There's a Possibility
All that I have was all I'm gon' get.

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

There's a Possibility
There's a Possibility
All I'm gonna get,is gonna be yours then
All I'm gonna get is gonna be yours then

So tell me you hear my heart stop
You're the only one that knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There a possibility I wouldn't know

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Know that when you leav
Know that when you leave
By blood and by me,you walk like a thief
By blood and by me and I'll fall when you leave

So tell me when you hear my heart stops,
You're the only one that know
Tell me when you hear my silence
there's a possibility I wouldn't know

So tell when my silence's over
You're the reason why I'm close
Tell when you hear me falling
there's a possibility it wouldn't show

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

By blood and by me and I'll fall when you leave
By blood and by lead,I'll follow your lead

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmm

My feelings for you

My feelings for you are so strong that sometimes i feel scared.I love you way too much.I feel that no one can love anyone this much as I do.You will always be my priority and i'm always scared of losing you because deep down i know that i won't be able to live without you.

So why did you feel bad when i was crying for you.You asked me why i was crying and i said that is because i missed you.Why do you hate me this much when i cry?This is how i am.Why don't you accept this thing.I can't help it.I cry quite often and mostly without any reason.

Your text messages make me smile.Your phone calls make my day.Your presence is my sole reason to live.You will never get to know how much i love you.I am still confused that what made you so mad at me tonight but i don't have the courage to ask you because I am really scared of your anger.I had a lot in my mind at that time.I still have a number of things going on in my mind but all these questions will remain unanswered.You would never know how i was feeling tonight and this night will pass like this.I love you a lot and that is why i'll not ask you anything.You've a right to scold me.