Tuesday, March 23, 2010

*DISAPPOINTMENT*

Sometimes your loved ones disappoint you so badly that you even forget what to say.I don't know what I am doing,why I am writing,what I have in my mind....The worst part is that I have no idea how to defend myself.Even when deep down in my heart,i know that i am on the right track,i find it really hard to tell this to the other person. I lack convincing power.What should i do if i have this annoying sensitive nature.How to change it????Sometimes i feel like complaining to my Lord that why has he made me this sensitive.WHY?????
I spent the entire night tossing and turning on my bed,I am not able to sleep,I am not able to eat,I am a mess right now....
I hate it when someone lie to me,and what i hate more is the invasion of any third person in my relationship but I am really disappointed this time
I don't need advices of that third person,Just let me be the way I am
I think I'm going into isolation,where i'll be alone,no one to talk to,no one to care for and no one to question because that is all i need right now. I am tired of the questions, i am tired of the fights and i am tired of myself....
I am really sorry that i disappoint you all the time.So i'll stay away from you and all other people around me.May be then all of you people will realize my importance!!!!!!!!!!!!

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